Sparkles and Plasters

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Today I had a couple of mixed feelings. Bahrul earlier on told me about the "new" groups we'll have for ANS1 and I wasnt sure what he meant at first until it was our class's turn this morning.


We were handed papers each and I was actually reluctant to write my name on Wan Ying's paper lol, cause I figured I should be with Karen and co. However, Bahrul's words echoed in my mind, further confusing me as to what I'm supposed to do. In the end, the papers with our names, were deposited into a box and we will be split into random groups from the luck of the draw.


I thought luck was really down on me these days. I lost contact with a friend whom I heard rumours he was kidnapped overseas, I got hit by a friggin' vehicle, almost screwed up my external project and almost got hit by the glass plane of my bathroom door. If the same cards again slapped me all over my face, I wouldnt be too surprised.


But surprise wasnt the word I'll use when I received my group members from the draw.


Ming Hai, Hafeez and Karen.


I think the best word to use would be erm.... speechless?


Of course, I did get a little nervous as names were gone one by one. Steph and Grace were gone, Nabilah too. Yes, I wanna try working with Nabs, but nope, not this time.


And I breathed a huge sigh of relief when I wasnt in Qi Hui's group, cause no matter who the other 2 members are in the team, it would be rather.... awkward even though I submit myself to explicitly separate friends who I work with, and friends who I party with. Still, good luck to him, cause admittedly, hes handling whats undoubtedly the hardest group to handle. No hard feelings.


So, yes, I am extremely very very happy with my team. Karen's a reliable person, and I have no doubts over her skillsets. Ming Hai can cover up my weakness in drawings and give a little laughing kick once in a while, and I think this is the best chance to let Hafeez shine. What else can I complain about?


I look forward to working with these people~~~


For my first psychology lesson, I found Tracy waiting outside the same class and my was she elated when she saw a familiar face. She's much nicer than I thought and I found myself getting lost in her jumpy conversations.


Psychology was boring. I was trying my very best to pay some attention to the lecturer, but shes sooooooo long winded. I mean, why the heck do you tilt your lesson, from psychology to singapore politics? I couldnt care less already when TPL visited my house and shook my hand, let alone care about the happiness index of Butan or whatever weirdass country it is when she mentioned about it.


After hearing some stuff on the way home, I suddenly feel even more insecure about certain stuff. I will push myself further by working harder and stifling out any competition that is presented to me. Many of my friends outside of school who knows my marks last sem told me to retain it, and though I know its very much impossible cause of my drawing, I will work towards it and I will not tolerate anything below 3.75.


Ok enough bullcrap. Lets get to work. Catch ya later~